Maturity

Laziness is really a disease maybe a sickness, because I find my roommates SLEEPING or on the computer doing games and basically waste their time. I hate that, I used to think sleeping in was "cool" but I was just being lazy. Something clicked in me and now when its around 8 am I just wake up and do my cares, eat, then watch cnn, and spend like 30 minutes MAX on my computer, and do what I got to do. For example, I "lock in" or focus on something, recently playing around with a beat making program Fruity Loops Studio, or writing business ideas down, or write a screenplay for a movie. I can really do alot until my other staff comes @ 2, when its 2 I really like to talk to the staff that comes in and ask them whats for dinner and help with ideas of what to do after. Some days we go on walks, go shopping, go out to eat, grocery shopping, what ever is needed.

This really frustrates me when my roommates complain, wow they complain, they don't see that they are so lucky to live where they are. One time one complains about the food and they don't take the effort to go grocery shopping. WHY COMPLAIN IF YOU DON'T GO? its seriously dumb to complain about that.
Another time was when overnight staff had to stay 10pm until 2pm, a roommate had the courage to complain about that staff used 10 of those small medication cups for her 10 different meds, seriously it was his first overnight whats the big deal? atleast he DID medication.

I have really SHATTERED through my shell and have grown so much living at a group home, I don't regret that at all now.

Weekend

First of all on Saturday I went to a 'casting call' for an entertainment complex, they let me fill an application and go on an interview immediately after. It was my first official interview, I was freaking nervous! They asked me the strangest questions like what my favorite movie was, I replied Slumdog Millionaire... I think I responded a little early, oh well. I think that I did pretty well, I hope.

Afterwords, I dropped off the movies I rented from the library... how fun.

On Sunday, I went to work, 45 minute commute, ughhhh... well I do benefit the place I work at, otherwise I would quit. After that I went to my moms for 'Easter' lunch with my brother and his family. I went to my brothers' after that.

At least I did something unlike being a bum...

Life... In General

LIFE...

Is what is so unfair...
Is what YOU make it...
Is a bitch...
Can slap you in the face...
Is Karma in human form...

Well that is how I see it. It can be all those things and more. Some people including myself thinks that life sucks. One thing, IT DOES! Even able bodied people say that... I can't blame anyone that says that, because if somebody think it does not suck, they have no life. I honestly pity people that have it easy, it is just stupid to be that way. On a daily basis I really want to just be out of my house all day and have fun, work hard for money, actually EARN your way to the top... and live a life.
Right now, I am listening to Pandora Radio and typing this blog with my On-Screen Keyboard. Earlier, I woke up at around 10 AM, I want to wake earlier but why should I? It is 'hard' to do that I guess.... I am also training a new guy to work with me with a PCA that has worked for me for close to 9 years. The new guy will replace him... that will bring me down for a while but I am quite demanding so I will get over it. Eventually. That was my day so far, nothing to drastic.
Later, I might make PB cookies, Yum! Maybe I'll go to Friday's too... Hmm... Hard life... LOL... I hate it, I need a damn job!